July 2011
1 post
I LOVE this! I will be doing a dance to this very...
May 2011
1 post
I'm in a Music Video
January 2011
1 post
A Tribute to MARS
I hear many people say “such and such saved/changed my life” and I smile for I know the feeling of that lifesaving moment someone or something can offer. Some say it is “God” some give the title to a loved one, hell, some can hear a song and feel that deep penetrating force behind it.
I am one of these people. To say a “band saved my life” may sound ridiculous to most people but it is true. Had it...
December 2010
1 post
Don’t Lose Hope
Holidays are a time of joy, laughter, and time you can spend with family and friends. Most people are full of cheer and joy and whether you believe in religion or not, it seems that everyone is humble and happy. Not many people look at the other side of this coin during the holidays. Sometimes the happy person is smiling because they feel like they have to.
With the recent event of my...
October 2010
1 post
Hero of War
He said, “Son, Have you see the world? Well, what would you say If I said that you could? Just carry this gun and you’ll even get paid.” I said, “That sounds pretty good.” Black leather boots Spit-shined so bright They cut off my hair but it looked alright We marched and we sang We all became friends As we learned how to fight A hero of war Yeah that’s what I’ll be And when I come home They’ll...
August 2010
1 post
Truth
Shallow is the beating of a heart torn between happiness and despair. With opposing thoughts battling in my mind I am forced to sit and wait for the outcome. I want to rush in and save the dying but I am bound to the earth. Never has one felt so much pain and love and fear than how it flows through my veins at this very moment. The struggle is not mine; the pain is only for the one under the...
June 2010
6 posts
For those who wanted the details
In less than a week it will be a 10 year anniversary of a car accident I was involved in. During this time, my mood changes and I tend to withdrawal into myself. I mean no disrespect to anyone and I do not mean it personal. I need this time to deal and though it has been 10 years, I have yet to fully heal. It has gotten slightly easier but still my burden to bear.
I was 18 just out of High School...
BP Oil Volcano and How you can help!
Unless you live under a rock, you have heard of the catastrophe in the Gulf. Many people see images on the news and net and shrug it off. “Oh this will not bother us, we are on the east coast”
What you do not think or hear about is the fact that it is moving fast and it is expected to creep up to our side and travel as far as Europe within weeks. Not only from the currents, but when...
My Thoughts on the Gulf
I know I have been blowing up Twitter with these stories but we are really not seeing the big picture. I have seen a small example of what it looks like out there this past weekend and I will tell you, it is heartbreaking. Dead animals all around, white beaches and blue waters are now brown and rusty. It is sick.
Without people seeing what it really looks like, then you can not grasp the...
You Can Help
http://www.nwf.org
Boondock Betties
Ok ladies!
The Official Boondock Bettie Party is in a little over a month. I am trying to get gifts together, food, drink, and everything else that goes along with a party. I have only received RSVPs from a few of you. I have met with Ali (Cranialspasm) and we both agree that you will need to RSVP so I will know when to pick you up from the airport and/or provide my address in order for you to...
Words that make me smile:
I won’t suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted, surrender to nothing, or give up what I started, and stopped it, from end to beginning a new day is coming and I AM FINALLY FREE! (30STM)
Its up to me, to make you fucking bleed, we are the scavengers of the damned(Aiden)
Take me take me back to your bed I love you so much that it hurts my head. Say I don’t mind you under my skin I let the...
May 2010
1 post
A Story of True Strength
So I love hearing of stories that show just how strong a person can be. We are all in one way or another given hard times and we all deal with them different. Whether we face loss of jobs, family issues, health problems or one of the countless other issues we all face in a lifetime, we are all conditioned to adapt. How we chose to adapt is up to us. We can go the self pity route, the raging...
April 2010
3 posts
So within the past few weeks I have been dealt a shitty hand. I have tried to keep my complaints minimal as I do not want to be “the whiny “girl. Between the issues with my brother and the kids, car accident, and 2 deaths within a 3 week period; I have reached my peak level of stress. I am trying very hard to stay positive but at the moment it seems like when I get up and am knocked back...
March 2010
12 posts
for @the_beatniks
ok, i just did this one like 5 mins ago :)
I saw your eyes gaze in my direction I fell faint to your poisonous stare Words tickled my ears as they passed through your teeth are they lies to get what you want? Hands grabbing me tight pulling me in A lust so full of life but never prepared for the reaction I left you standing there and I am the one left wanting more
I will win this....just wait and see
I thought there was nothing worse than wanting something so bad and being denied. Not selfishly wanting something, but wanting something to share love and life with. Since I was little I was the “motherly one” the one that took the younger ones under my wings and took care of them. I was always said that I was a mother before i was even a child. I have come to terms with the fact that...
Betty and Odean
In a lifetime we all hope for that one true love. We are subjected to the “happily ever after” we see in the movies. Prince Charming sweeps the Princess off her feet and they ride off into the sunset and live happy. But in reality this is a rare occasion. There is hardly anyone that believes in real love, they settle down with someone and then something they think is “better” comes along and they...
Revised BDS Drinking game
The Rules are simple. Choose your character.
Take a drink/shot each time your character does what is on your list. Social means everyone drinks.
(They do not have to be single shots of liquor if you can’t handle it, they can be mixed drinks or beer as well. *I usually drink Bushmills*)
Connor: When you see his Veritas tattoo When he says fuck When he prays
Murphy: When you see his...
Betties Gift Bag
Alrighty ladies!
Originally I said this bag-o-fun would go to the first person to show up at the party…buuut since I am personally driving to pick up two wonderful lasses…that would give them the advantage which would not be all that fair now would it?
So I have been thinking about it “hmmm, how can I do this properly? A raffle? Naaah….a prize hunt?? No that’s for Easter eggs.” Then...
Had to rant...
So yesterday I was walking through the store and I got the dirtiest looks ever from this group of girls. I am use to being looked at funny due to my style, which I can’t really classify lol. I have black hair with pink chunks, my septum is pierced, I have tattoos, and I was wearing a pair of jeans and a black camisole top. What is really wrong with this?
Now normally I would not have any rebuttal...
February 2010
6 posts
@boondockbetties This is a call to arms!
My friend is a graphic artist that does some pretty wicked artwork, he is wanting to do a fun pic for the Betties (both original and Brigade) I will need to get some info such as pics and your Name you want to go on there. if you are interested, please email me feanixfire@gmail.com Everyone that attends the BDB party will get a nice glossy print! Those who can not attent I can send a file for your...
Picking My Brain
My ex-husband and his girlfriend are about to have a baby. Now one would think “meh, your just jealous” right? Well I suppose in a sense, I am. I have no residual feeling for him nor do I have a desire to be with him. MY jealousy stems from the fact that when I was with child and then I lost the baby, he did not seem to care. He left me to deal with the pain on my own and the financial...
Feanix's Boondock Saints Drinking Game
The Rules are simple. Choose your character.
Take a drink/shot each time your character does what is on your list. Social means everyone drinks.
(They do not have to be single shots of liquor if you can’t handle it, they can be mixed drinks or beer as well. *I usually drink Bushmills*)
Connor:
When you see his Veritas tattoo
When he says fuck
When he prays
Murphy:
When...
January 2010
41 posts
I officially clain this as my theme song for the...
I died for you one time but never again, NEVER AGAIN! Well I love you so much, but do me a favor baby, don’t reply cuz I can dish it out but I can’t take it.
LOVE
Another earthquake?
wow, I just heard that Haiti was hit about an hour ago with another earthquake. This one was a 6.0. My heart goes out to these people.
Addictions
Written in ‘08 Felt the need toshare
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Addictions
Addiction is rough, it destroys the person you once were. Whether it is from drugs, alcohol or in my case a...